Lyrics On My Own - Blitz Kids

On My Own

I’ve been living in and out of alcohol for so long now
That every time I try to wrestle with the truth, I’m lost on how
I’m a liar and then some, I’m a cheater at best
I’m sick of this wet noose around my neck
I’m going forwards, looking back
On everything I never had
Under the weight of all the qualities I lack
And I know it’s time to change
It’s time to finally act my age
Make amends with everyone I pushed away
Don’t leave me on my own
Until I’m fully grown
I’m not gonna be the only one
To reap what I don’t sow
Don’t leave me on my own
I’m difficult I know
I really need a chance to be someone
Someone I’ve never known
I’ve been living in and out of my own head for so long
I can’t recall when I let my heart behind the wheel
I’m a self-righteous hypocrite and I always think I’m right
But still you’re asking me to spend the night