| If this time I react with emotion. |
| I’d rather you play non-consensual.
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| I put the blindfold over her eyes. |
| I put the rag in her mouth.
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| Don’t think about pleasing me. |
| do what you wish, even if I protest.
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| I tell her to kneel in the center of the floor, I pull down her clothes,
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| I touch her.
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| Wrists bound to ankles, very exposed. |
| No chance of escape. |
| I open to you.
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| I draw on my feelings, draw on my memories. |
| The flogger makes contact with skin.
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| It excites me that you’re training me: mentally, physically, preparing me.
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| You need to be broken down, you need to be rebuilt.
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| Don’t ask me if I’m ok. |
| do what you wish. |
| I need to be ovewhelmed.
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| My hand makes contact with your skin. |
| I push you down, I plunge within.
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| In these restraints. |
| I’ve given control. |
| If I react like last time.
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| just continue. |
| continue.
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| You need to be broken down, you need to be rebuilt, you need to be purified.
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| Wrists bound to ankles, very exposed. |
| If I react like last time,
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| make me cry for real instead.
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| You need to be broken down, you need to be rebuilt, you need to be purified.
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| Purity. |
| Purity. |
| Purity. |
| Purity. |
| Purity. |
| Purity. |
| Purity. |
| Purity. |