Lyrics Clockwork - Bishop Ivy

Clockwork

I have bad dreams again
I flipped my mom’s red sedan on the pavement
Wake up in sweats
Late to school again
Could three hours make my dream a reality
Maybe I was right when
I said I was unhealthy
But you wouldn’t believe me and
I tried getting right
Couldn’t balance the scales
Cause its arms were too frail
I’ll relapse like clockwork fast just
Bring me up
From the start
Take me down
Fall apart
It all comes back like sky turns black
Bring me up
From the start
Take me down
Fall apart
If I could dream up a world
I’d never say a word
Run away without a sword
I don’t want the fame
Or take up too much space
Could I make a better place
Without branding a name
Maybe I was right when
I said I was unhealthy
But you wouldn’t believe me and
I tried getting right
Couldn’t balance the scales
Cause its arms were too frail
I’ll relapse like clockwork fast just
Bring me up
From the start
Take me down
Fall apart
It all comes back like sky turns black
Bring me up
From the start
Take me down
Fall apart
In all that I do
I’m scared I’ll never find truth
That I’ll never make proof
Of what I thought I always knew
If it’s my time to go
I let the mirror tell me so
That I never really know
If it’s the last time I’ve woke
It’s just that I look at her picture a lot
Because it’s right there, you know, on the bedside
And you wake up, and you go to bed
And you’re starting your day and ending your day with —
It’s hard not to look at the picture
She looks so beautiful in that picture
I miss you sweetie