| I’m like what happened to us, maybe I’m rapping too much
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| I been missing your touch, sometimes I’m out and I lust
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| What if love ain’t enough, and all we have is this trust
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| What if I’m fucking that up, so you don’t trust in me much
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| I’m wasting your time, to say I’m straight, I’d be lying
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| It’s either you or this music but I can’t make up my mind
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| I’d throw you a line, I’d give you a sign
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| Right now I’m through with the trying, I think you ready to fly
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| I settle for less so when I’m tired of stress
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| I go through the motions pretending I’m at my best
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| Fall victim to flesh, I live to be fresh
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| But this ain’t what I expect because my life is a wreck
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| I run out of breath cause I ain’t taking the steps
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| Money comes and it goes 'til family’s all I got left
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| I’m seeing my growth, but I’m still from myself
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| You’ll be hollering out next because you’re ready to fly
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| I can’t find the words so you’ll just fill in the blanks
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| I’m doing the norm and not what it takes
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| I’ll keep folding my cards and you’ll keep raising the stakes
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| 'Til we forget about us and what we have is too late
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| I know in your heart, you ain’t conditioned to race
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| So I steady the wheel, forever pumping the brakes
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| Resort to the bottle, that’s how I deal with the shakes
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| Pray for these haters, that’s how I deal with the hate
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| Look to the sky, don’t be content with the now
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| You ain’t concerned with the why, you just wanna know how
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| I didn’t give it a chance, when you just wanna be down
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| And save me from myself, but I’m wanting to drown
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| King is much more than the weight of a crown
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| As good as it feels, that ain’t the way that it sounds
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| Being single is cool 'til ain’t nobody around
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| Then I’m chasing you down, cause you was ready to fly
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| I can’t be what you want me to be
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| You’re shooting too high cause you ain’t aiming at me
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| One minute you’re calling out for the D
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| Then the next minute you wanna be free
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| Then the next minute you hollering out peace
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| Although I know it’s a war and there’ll be blood in the street
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| If you call don’t be frustrated at me
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| Just leave you’re heart at the beep, cause mine is harder to reach
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| Cause mine is harder to see
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| And that don’t make it harder to cheat
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| Being friends would make it harder to breathe
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| So if you ready to fly, just forget about me
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| But if you willing to try then I’m willing to leap
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| Out of the window of pain and fall in love at your feet
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| I ain’t the man you want me to be
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| I guess that’s what’s been bothering me |