Lyrics I Fucked Up Again - Big B

I Fucked Up Again

I know you don’t want to hear I’m sorry
but I hope you know I am
and I don’t know why I do what I do
or put you through what I put you through
but I fucked up again
Oh I don’t know what I was thinking
I shouldn’t of went out all night drinking
I know I said that I would be home early
Had you up late sick and worried
5 AM, now here I am
stumbling and bumbling through the door
just last week I told you it wasn’t gonna happen any more
My plan was just to have a few with the boys at the bar
but one turned into two, two turned into three
now the rest is history, cause the three turned into many many many more
I know you don’t want to hear I’m sorry
but I hope you know I am
and I don’t know why I do what I do
or put you through what I put you through
but I fucked up again
Damn, here I am
smelling like perfume, lipstick on my shirt
I Tried to wash it off but it just don’t work
now I’m coming home looking like a jerk
phone numbers in my pocket
I can’t find my phone
where the fuck is my wallet
big hickey on my neck and I don’t know where I got it
I don’t remember things,
so technically I’m not lying
when I say I haven’t been cheating
I just want to sleep it off
and hope it was a bad dream
I never set out to break your heart and be mean
I know you don’t want to hear I’m sorry
but I hope you know I am
and I don’t know why I do what I do
or put you through what I put you through
but I fucked up again
C’mon we can work it out
I know people tell you things, but they don’t know what they talking about
It don’t matter where I go, it don’t matter where I been
cause when I come home I’m coming home to you and not them
I’m not perfect and I don’t try to be
and sometimes I don’t see what you see in me
there’s a reason that we’re still together
cause even though you could probably do better
they say love is a sickness
and you say it’s getting ridiculous and your getting sick of this
I’m sorry come here give me a kiss
I know you don’t want to hear I’m sorry
but I hope you know I am
and I don’t know why I do what I do
or put you through what I put you through
but I fucked up again