Lyrics My Horoscope Said It Would Be A Bad Year - Beulah

My Horoscope Said It Would Be A Bad Year

I sit at this table and I stare at my hands
Everyday they go to look up
They’re more like my dads
And I trace these veins that run up and down my arms
From where I’m sitting, I trace sixty more years
And I’ve learned to count on nothing
'Cause most times its all I’ve got
And all I see is me, my roots are starting to ride
All you wanna do is win when you’re losing
You say you want some competition, well, I’m not that strong
Just put away your ladder, I’m happy where I am
My fate seems clear to me, man, it’s out of my hands
And sometimes I feel like a genius, other times I feel like a fool
My friends indulge me, but most times I think I know it all
But mostly I feel like a little boy, I’d rather feel pain than show fear
I don’t wanna make excuses, but my horoscope said it would be a bad year
And sometimes I see myself getting killed
On one of these big scary streets
And then I’d have nothing to live up to
And no expectations to me, oh
All you wanna do is win when you’re losing
You say you want some competition, well, I’m not that strong
Just put away your ladder, I’m happy where I am
My fate seems clear to me, man, it’s out of my hands