| Another day another dollar to flip
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| My phone hot when I talk there’s a click
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| Feds pull me off the plane, went through all of my shit
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| This is right around the time that my mom got sick
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| She was strong the whole time and I just wanted to flip
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| I tried to feed her ice chips and rub water on her lips
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| Her little hands turned cold, I told her please don’t leave
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| Your granddaughters two years old
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| I dropped two albums in the same month
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| Doing anything for cash, plus my trap dried up
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| Mom passed, then my babymomma left
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| It was hard for a while and I was down for a sec
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| Fab put me on to Wiz I was back to the pack
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| Chillin around the gang had me really thinking about rap
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| But nah
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| Red eye flights to atlantic club mansion me and nice pouring mud in the phantom
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| Mayoko I was on tv, a couple months later I signed with TG
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| Two weeks later the F.E.D.'s had my bank on freeze plus they just hit E
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| Life changes, I got my own clothing and a five bedroom home
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| All alone chain smoking, nights passed
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| I remember that call, I saw the bentley on the news I used to ride in that car
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| I’m on tour this the life of a star
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| I’m in a small town trying to hide from the law
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| I ripped open the seal, in the hotbox
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| About to smoke out with B-Real
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| I made two EP’s before DS3
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| Man Rest in Peace to Jack, it’s been hard to sleep
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| Life changes I’m thinking about my daughter
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| How’d I go from selling blow to selling hemp water, man
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| I did an album with Cam, and woke up to a letter from Gucci Mane
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| Shit’s a trip, bring nice and Jack back, I miss talking to my mother
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| Where’s my lighter at
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| It’s time to smoke
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| This here’s for grown folks
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| (Bern what up)
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| I sit alone in my room with a long stare
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| In the same bed that my momma lost her life, Yeah
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| Tossed and turned havin dreams, it was just a dream
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| Daddy died when I was young or was just a teen
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| Got a quiet son I can’t even speak about it
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| No IG or facebook won’t tweet about it. |
| (Nope)
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| Inner demons on my mind I gotta deal with
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| Signed in '07 down the drain where that deal went
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| Radio banned me, they don’t even mention me
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| Can’t ignore the fact that I made Bay area history
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| Stress what size of it, thought he would rise from it
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| But it ain’t no love lost shit he still a big homie
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| I was doing runners, to him it was your business
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| Fans left me for dead, guess they thought I was finished
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| I never wanted credit for hooking Berner with Wiz
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| I just connected my brothers, I’m just glad they handled they biz
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| Doing for they kids what I be doing for lid
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| Hoping my baby momma hardest room to forgive
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| Momma talk to me often I can her her voice
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| «Don't give up Stan»
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| Mom I ain’t got a choice
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| Just a bought a Maserati, fresh off the lot
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| In a house in the hills with a three car garage
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| Six bedrooms overlooking the bay, with my plaques on the wall, you’ll love
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| where I stay
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| I can drop the CD momma
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| And you’re on the cover, dedicated to you, daddy, and my brother
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| I’m getting older and wiser making smarter decisions
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| You grow through what you go through, it’s all about living
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| I want to say keep your head up to my people in prison
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| To all my dreamers out there keep holding your vision
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| No matter what, God gotcha back
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| Rest in peace to my big brother Jack |