Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Virtue's Last Reward , by - Ben Schuller. Release date: 23.09.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Virtue's Last Reward |
| Only started rapping cus somebody said I couldn’t |
| Kept on making music cus nobody said I shouldn’t |
| Never thought I’d make but nobody said I wouldn’t |
| When you’ve done it long enough you get out what you put in |
| I was never special but I had passion and put the work in |
| All I made was garbage I didn’t need to be perfect |
| It is kinda freeing to know that you don’t deserve it |
| Did this for myself so I didn’t need to be nervous |
| Did this for myself so I didn’t need to be hurting |
| Focused on the music and everything I was learning |
| I was having fun with it, never needed a purpose |
| Earnest, I was just happy they could’ve heard it |
| Burn it, I feel that feeling has been deserted |
| I’m sick of making music, sick of feeling like I’m worthless |
| Sick of staying up all night and stressing bout my words and now I’m sick of |
| All the pressure that’s rising up to the surface |
| I’ve been drowning in the silence of a bad dream |
| They all love it but don’t know a thing about me |
| Body running on a mix of stress and caffeine |
| Nothings changing, they are moving on without me |
| I paved my way to the top |
| So what |
| I don’t even know what it’s all for |
| I made mistakes that I’ve not forgot |
| My virtues paid |
| It’s my last reward |
| I don’t even listen to other music, that people make |
| I can’t help comparing and driving my fucking self insane |
| All my peers around me keep on pushing hard to innovate |
| I’m just so exhausted but I’m trying not to feel ashamed |
| Feel ashamed |
| Fuck |
| I should be happy but I cannot help but feel this way |
| Every night it feels the same |
| Every night I’m struggling to live up to the bar they raised |
| Every word I write I hate |
| I don’t even feel like I belong on stage |
| Shut down the voice in my head |
| I should just do this for me |
| I do not know what I want |
| I do not know what I need |
| People keep giving my love |
| And they want me to succeed |
| I have no drive anymore |
| I do not have any dreams |
| I paved my way to the top |
| So what |
| I don’t even know what it’s all for |
| I made mistakes that I’ve not forgot |
| My virtues paid |
| It’s my last reward |
| Where did the fun go |
| Where did the joy after making a song go |
| How did it get so aggressive and cutthroat |
| Heart is not in it |
| I’m stopping the blood flow |
| Stopping the clock |
| Stopping the journey I feel like I’m lost |
| Stopping to think of the things I’ve forgot |
| I cannot be who I am with this weight on my back |
| I will never be someone I’m not |
| I’ve been drowning in the silence of a bad dream |
| They all love it but don’t know a thing about me |
| Body running on a mix of stress and caffeine |
| Nothings changing, they are moving on without me |
| I paved my way to the top |
| So what |
| I don’t even know what it’s all for |
| I’ve made mistakes that I’ve not forgot |
| My virtues paid |
| It’s my last reward |
| Woaah |
| It’s my last reward |
| Woaah |
| It’s my last reward |