Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Carousel, artist - Ben Beal.
Date of issue: 02.04.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Carousel |
The rainclouds never fade |
Again, again, again |
And I been looking for a maze to the end |
Why do we even try? |
I’m a glass half-empty kind of guy |
Still don’t know how to do shit for myself |
Guess only time will tell, where on this carousel |
I’m in my own world |
But it’s the apocalypse |
I try to stay grounded |
But it’s too hard in this rocket ship |
We was all good, now it’s all back |
They tell me «move on», but I fall back |
What you call that? |
This more seasonal depression |
Retrogade, why can’t I use my own message? |
I was lost, I never received directions |
Why is my life so perplexing? |
Why is my mind always racing and I’m always stressing |
I just need a little more time |
'Cause I don’t think we’re good together |
We were never good together |
I think we should be forever |
I think this could be forever |
Be forever |
But you just wouldn’t get it |
Taking pills to make me feel anything |
Chillin' in the hospital, they not letting my parents in |
This shit’s embarrassing |
19 with no future yet |
Felt like a shadow, now I’m feeling like a silhouette |
Mac understood me while my peers all over-looked me |
I owe him everthing like I used to owe my bookie |
I remember taking Xans, woke up and owed a couple grand |
I hope that if I ever die, my people will understand |
It’s a long time coming |
Writing songs about nothing |
Went outside and lived my life |
Then fucked it up, like «Jesus Christ» |
Sold her soul for grams of blow |
And took a trip to firefly |
Hit up Ben like «Let's be friends» |
And turning his mind to Mikey nikes |
Little did she know we’d get rich and fuck our friends |
Playing headgames only works if Young Beal is getting head |
So it never really hit me |
Dreaming of needles, no tellies or measles |
I need rehab, I OD’d on fifth dab |
My life is like a good dab for allergy pills |
If the drugs don’t kill him, then the salary will |
I’m BB with the name, but BP with the spill |
We like oil with the water, we don’t mix when we drill |
We could leave right now, I don’t think people will see us |
I been sad as fuck, I spark a Jay, then repaint the meter |
It’s just not in the cars, like |
Take the weed out the sneakers and roll |
The walls are thin, I hope the neighbors don’t hear us |
But they’ll probably hear us |
Yeah, they’ll probably hear us |