Lyrics Dashboard Jesus - Bellevue Days

Dashboard Jesus

I’m happier in bed
Living off the sad song that’s always in my head
Prettier in pictures, but the ugliness is there
Am I happier with friends?
Am I happier with friends —
That don’t see you when you’re passed out
Drinking on your own
A boat with the mast down, pointlessly afloat
What did you want from life instead
When you’re bored of bumming cigarettes
I don’t expect you to stay
'Cause I’m a prick on the best of days
I’m sick of trying to change
Forever trying to explain myself
Like you can’t explain help
I’m happier in bed
Living off the melancholy, learning from my dad
Jesus on the dashboard, crying like a man
Lost in darkness, questioning if it’s worth it
But me and Jake have learned that
I am not a jumper
Haven’t got the balls with everyone I love
Just waiting for but hallelujah
No, I couldn’t do that to ya
And I, I don’t expect you to stay
'Cause I’m a prick on the best of days
I’m sick of trying to change
Forever trying to explain
I was starting to lose myself
Just give me time, give me time
And I’ve been trying to love myself
My hope that life, and I
I was starting to lose myself
Just give me time, just give me time
And I’ve been trying to love myself
My hope that life, my hope that life