| Lemme think back to the times I miss
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| Roll around town hanging out of whip
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| Nowadays life just feel like a mess
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| Sometimes wish they didn’t know I exist
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| Feeling the pressure like are they impressed
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| Or is all of this shit gonna come to an end
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| Save it or spend
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| So many questions I don’t know the answer it all just depends
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| How I’m feeling when the day is starting
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| Sometimes good, but the others' darker
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| Check my phone and see what they talking
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| They got a lot to say, but I beg your pardon
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| Losing hope when I don’t see results
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| I came so far, but I’m still not close
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| To what I wanna be when the curtains close
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| My life not normal, I can’t lose hope
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| They don’t really know me like they think they do (Think they do)
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| I been through a lotta things they never knew (Never knew)
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| But everything I do is all part of the plan
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| Yeah, they hate it or they love it
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| They don’t understand
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| I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| They don’t understand
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| The shit that I just had to go through
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| Yeah, I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| I been doing everything that they all said I won’t do
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| Aye, check my phone and see my mama calling
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| I don’t wanna talk, got a lotta problems
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| Some of them still too far from solving
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| She can hear pain in my voice when I’m talking, yeah
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| I don’t know what’s gotten into me
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| I’m turning into my enemy
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| Whole lotta money that’s sent to me
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| But nothing ever be helping me
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| 'Cause I be struggling mentally, yeah
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| I did a lot, but it’s not enough
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| Proving myself is the shit I love
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| The more that I get then the more that I give
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| A hundred percent that I put into this
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| Leaving the past and I’m making some room
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| I know that my blessings gon' be coming soon
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| I cannot ever go hideaway
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| 'Cause people depend on the shit I say
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| They don’t really know me like they think they do (Think they do)
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| I been through a lotta things they never knew (Never knew)
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| But everything I do is all part of the plan
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| Yeah, they hate it or they love it
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| They don’t understand
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| I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| They don’t understand
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| The shit that I just had to go through
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| Yeah, I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| I’m far from normal (Far from normal)
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| I been doing everything that they all said I won’t do |