Lyrics In Nothingness - Bay Laurel

In Nothingness

I’m lost within my dreams
Hiding from the life that I’ll never see
Nothing to see and nothing to feel
My body is no longer a part of me
I’m away… I’m alone…
In nothingness I can’t see your endless suffering
I can’t see your red eyes
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world
I’m in nothingness while time dies
I see faces in fear.
I hear screams in pain
I’m standing impassive with indifferent eyes
Because I don’t feel the reality in the world outside
And I don’t feel the fear that is dragging me down
I’m away… I’m alone…
In nothingness I can’t see your endless suffering
I can’t see your red eyes
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world
I’m in nothingness while time dies
Searching hands are trying to help but for me they are
Stealing
Trying to take my inner world from me
Taking my world from me
Please let me be
Don’t talk to me becuase I’m not even listening
Don’t take my hand to make me see the fear
Take away the flowers you’ve brought me because
They are reminding me of the world outside
I’m fading away into a deeper life
Where dreams are dwelling and feelings are gone
I’m all alone when you’re all here
I’m alone…
In nothingness