Lyrics Relapse - Baltimore

Relapse

What’s the purpose when there is nothing left
But getting old and useless
In this room with a view
Of everything that’s passing by you
Lapse and relapse
Return from your self exile
Of empty bottles and self medication
Return to sleep
Where you lay down dead and wake up barely alive
I’m a tidal wave ripping up paths we made
I’ll never trust the foundations I laid
We were never taught to cope with the pain
Day in day out anxious and full of doubt
Lapse and relapse to the same old habits
Deep in your heart there is a passion to grow
When you let go of all the pain you know
Return from your self exile
Of empty bottles and self medication
Return to sleep
Where you lay down dead and wake up barely alive
I’m a tidal wave ripping up paths we made
I’ll never trust the foundations I laid
We were never taught to cope with the pain
I can’t stop retracing yesterday
It’s like a song stuck on repeat
I relive each replay
Like I’ve never had a say
In what went wrong
I can’t forgive myself for what I’ve done
I can’t forgive myself
For what I’ve done
I won’t forgive myself
For what I’ve done