| And I woke up
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| Feeling alone cause
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| You’ve been gone for the past month
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| I’ve been waking up late
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| Hardly making the pay that I need
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| Just to go on
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| (These past few months I’ve been bumming around)
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| Paying bills that I don’t want
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| (I'm fucking jobless and I’m sick of it now)
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| And on top of that save up
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| (Counting on friends who can never be found)
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| For a piece of machinery older than me
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| (They never mattered much)
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| All the things I did (leading up to this)
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| Oh they follow me (they were no different)
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| All the years I spent (they won’t amount to shit)
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| It’s taken so long (So long)
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| To force myself to face issues
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| I just can’t fix them all overnight
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| (I could be wrong)
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| It’ll get better (I'm better) it’s better
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| I got tired of missing the childhood stuff
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| (I woke up)
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| Like having the pressure of missing the bus
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| (I'm still messed up)
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| And it hurts to say now but we all must grow up
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| (It never ends)
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| We fuck up you’re not right I’m not right
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| (It never ends)
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| Can we get over it
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| All the things I did (leading up to this) |
| Oh they follow me (they were no different)
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| And all the years I spent (they won’t amount to shit)
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| It’s taken so long (So long)
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| To force myself to face issues
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| I just can’t fix them all overnight
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| (I could be wrong)
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| It’ll get better, I’m better, it’s better
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| But I can’t even scratch the surface on where to go
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| It hurts my brain too much to think for a long time so
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| I don’t even care if I wake up at all
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| I don’t even care if I wake up
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| I’ve been breaking my back for so long
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| (I've been breaking my back, carry, carry on)
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| I’ve been breaking my back for so long
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| (I've been breaking)
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| I’m past that point with everything
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| Again
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| I’ve been breaking my back for so long
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| (I've been breaking my back, carry, carry on)
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| I’ve been breaking my back for so long
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| I keep breaking in half come on break me get it on
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| (I've been breaking my back for so long)
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| Break me in half won’t you break me just break me
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| (I've been breaking my back for so long)
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| I know it won’t get better at all and I’m so fed up with it
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| So fuck you all just get away from me for now |