
Date of issue: 02.09.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
These Drugs |
I don’t wanna do drugs anymore |
If you saw me through the eyes of a bathroom stall |
Your skin would crawl |
I’m high |
But I am not a sycophant for a good time |
I only wanted to escape my mind |
For one night, know what happiness feels like |
But the nightmare I’m ignoring is darker in the morning |
It’s a band-aid on a broken arm |
It’s a siren sounding out alarm |
A fucked-up version of self-harm |
And it’s louder than a cry for help |
When I destroy my mental health |
Because I don’t respect myself |
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up |
All I ever do is cry |
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up |
All I ever do is cry |
I don’t wanna go to bed alone |
So I let another stranger take me home |
I drink to numb the pain |
And you would do it too if you would share my brain |
Everybody that I love gets hurt |
And I’m learning to believe that I just deserve |
The demons I’m ignoring |
And the regret in the morning |
It’s a fucking domino effect |
A prison cell inside my head |
A trauma that I can’t forget |
And it’s louder than a cry for help |
When I destroy my mental health |
Because I fucking hate myself |
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up |
All I ever do is cry |
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up |
All I ever do is |
Cry, cry |
I only ever |
Cry, cry |
I only ever |
Cry, cry |
I only ever |
Cry, cry |
I only ever |
Damned if I do and bored if I don’t |
And I should get clean again but I won’t |
I told you that I don’t need help |
Because I lie to myself |
I’m damned if I do and bored if I don’t |
And I should get clean again but I won’t |
I wanna be someone else |
Because I’m scared of myself |
Sometimes I’m scared of myself |
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up |
All I ever do is cry |
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up |
All I ever do is |
Cry, cry |
I only ever |
Cry, cry |
I only ever |
Cry, cry |
I only ever |
Cry, cry |
I only ever cry |
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