Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song closer , by - awakebutstillinbed. Release date: 07.02.2018
Song language: English
closer |
| I passed out, I couldn’t stay awake |
| Today’s not unlike other days |
| That led me to this place |
| They all feel the same, the same, the same |
| I struggle to build memories |
| And I can’t feel what’s inside of me |
| Or navigate this space |
| At all |
| But all these thoughts and fears and words that |
| Imply I’m not trying |
| And hyper fixate on my failures |
| Only serve myself |
| Caught in the days where the lines bleed together |
| Between the last scourge and the next failure |
| Seems every time that I’ve felt my life changing |
| It’s not good or bad, just an altered arrangement |
| And I see it now |
| And I see it now |
| My hopes betray reality |
| And I can’t see what’s in front of me |
| I’m consumed in a grind |
| With nothing to show for all this time |
| These moments pass and then they fade |
| Homogenize into the gray: |
| Always exhausted, asleep in broad daylight |
| I wish I could sleep for the rest of my life |
| Too sore to move, awake but still in bed |
| Glued to my sheets and trapped in my head |
| I’m calling it quits, I was fucked from the start |
| And all of the waiting tore me apart |
| The endless cycle crushes my heart |
| Our lives fall to shit, reform and restart |
| We get up each morning, the past on our shoulders |
| And live out the same days over and over |
| We fall into bed, brush the past from our shoulders |
| And relive the nightmare over and over |
| Do you see it now? |
| Do you see it now? |
| You read me like a book |
| Didn’t you? |