Lyrics Medusa - Awake the Mutes

Medusa

Fuck it, I’m aware that this is wrong
And I couldn’t care any less
By choice or force, I’ll make sure we coalesce
I’m not tryin to make amends
Been here before, here before, in my head
Played it through, thinking how I would approach you if we met
I’m too far gone
Might give in to what I have become
No glory in what Imma do
I’m so strung out over you
Freezing at your sight
Losing thought of what I’d say
The pressure is too much to take
Looking my way
I turn to stone and can’t escape
I’m overwhelmed and shaking
Been here before, here before, in your street
Late at night, knowing all the things you think of when you sleep
Alerted by a sudden noise, I heard it, I’m not paranoid
Must have been the wind, I’m nervous, staring right into the void
I’m circling where you live, I hope that no one sees me in your street
Lost all my decency, I’m incomplete
There’s a doubt itching in my neck and fear in my brain
Feel like a wounded animal that has been tricked by its prey
Every door has its ears, every window its eyes
I’m well disguised, though I know it won’t be hard to recognize
That I’m about to commit a crime, that’s what I’m willing to do, yeah
Just to get another glimpse, to lay my eyes upon you
Because the further you push me away, the harder I pull
I need to be the one in full control
Loner, creep, pretentious, thief
I’m too far gone to turn this around
Careful not to make a sound
Freezing at your sight
Losing thought of what I’d say
The pressure is too much to take
Looking my way
I turn to stone and can’t escape
I’m overwhelmed and shaking