Lyrics Obsession - Aviana

Obsession

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
Face split in two, lived the life of a coward
I started giving up on myself
Stared into darkness with faces I wish I’d forget
Fever putting me to sleep
I owe myself for this
Lungs collapse and bones starts to break
Stuck in the darkness with the snakes
I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself
I was nowhere for the longest time
And no one could save me from myself
I buried myself ten feet below
I was trapped in my own misguided world
It’s fucking hard to stay away
It’s fucking hard to live without you
But I’ll never go back there again
I was never alive
Traded my soul for misery
Stayed with the snakes to cover myself from reality
I started shedding skin
I am trapped in my own misguided world
I stayed with the snakes for the longest time
It’s fucking hard to stay away
It’s fucking hard to live without you
But I’ll never go back there again
I fucking loathe myself
I fucking loathe myself
Stepped out from the darkness I contained in me
Released myself from the shackles I helped create
I’ve got the power of life in my hands
And I intend to keep it
My life has meaning after all