| You look at me as I am now and then extrapolate
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| You say there’s good in me but I just want to amputate
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| The parts that make me sad, the parts I’ve never had
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| So I can start anew
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| I have a coping mechanism that I put in place
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| I remove every emotion from my hollow face
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| It’s just a thing I do, it’s just a thing I do
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| When I’m confused
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| I have a feeling that I’m losing my mind
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| Cannot deny this is a difficult time
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| And yet I’m telling everybody I love that I’m fine
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| I have to pull myself together again
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| Give something back to all my family and friends
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| It’s such a pressure on my temporal lobe
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| But I still have hope
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| I want to be a better version of me
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| I have a vision that one day I’ll be free
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| I’m gonna prove that I’m not already gone
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| I’m not delirious
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| I want to be a better version of me
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| I have a vision that one day you’ll be proud
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| Instead of saving me from every mistake
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| I’m deadly serious
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| And when you break it down you say it’s psychological
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| I look at things in the wrong way, I’m too illogical
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| And when it matters most, when it matters most
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| I fall apart
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| A broken heart, a broken soul, a broken everything
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| My inability to mend is at the route of it
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| If I could find a fix, if I could find a fix
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| To be a better me
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| I got a feeling that I’m losing my mind
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| Cannot deny this is a difficult time
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| And yet I’m telling everybody I love that I’m fine
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| I have to pull myself together again
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| Give something back to all my family and friends
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| It’s such a pressure on my temporal lobe
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| But I still have hope
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| I want to be a better version of me
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| I have a vision that one day I’ll be free
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| I’m gonna prove that I’m not already gone
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| I’m not delirious
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| I want to be a better version of me
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| I have a vision that one day you’ll be proud
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| Instead of saving me from every mistake
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| I’m deadly serious
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| I’m going to be who I need to be
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| Love who I wanna love
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| Live how I wanna live
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| Be a better version of me
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| Be who I need to be
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| Love who I wanna love
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| Live how I wanna live
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| Be a better version of me
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| Be who I need to be
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| Love who I wanna love
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| Live how I wanna live
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| Be a better version of me
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| Be who I need to be
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| Love who I wanna love
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| Live how I wanna live
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| Be a better version of me
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| I want to be a better version of me
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| I have a vision that one day I’ll be free
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| I’m gonna prove that I’m not already gone
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| I’m not delirious
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| I want to be a better version of me
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| I have a vision that one day you’ll be proud
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| Instead of saving me from every mistake
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| I’m deadly serious
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| I’m gonna be, be, be, be, be what I wanna to be
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| Love, love, love, love, who I wanna love
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| Live, live, live, live, live how I wanna live
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| Be, be, be, be, be a better version of |