Lyrics Resignation - Astpai

Resignation

«oh cold, hard earth,
was it you that i’ve missed?
did i long for the taste
of the ground i just kissed?
i know i made this choice,
a long time ago,
it’s just too hard to realise,
that i can’t let you go.
i didn’t dare to imagine,
how this distant choice of mine
could be total satisfaction
and insanity combined."