| I recognise
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| These facets
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| The pupil dilates
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| And exposes
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| The black language enfolded
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| His eyes lids marked with
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| Fevered hexes
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| Hexadecimal interfaces
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| Your god is binary, one of two
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| He speaks in forked tongue as do you
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| In the kind of dulcet words
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| In the violent ire and stubborn hiss
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| I must look elsewhere
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| In the vagrant time
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| For the purulent thoughts
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| Of a devil’s design
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| I must not let it fester!
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| This splinter rests and distresses
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| I strain to free it from my sight
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| This shard, this wretched blight
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| I lash at skin already bruised
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| For my love of him is the truth
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| Oh god! |
| Do not forsake!
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| How I try to do your bidding!
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| My sins are only that I cannot see
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| Every malady
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| Hands bide, and hands bend
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| Work each knotted sinew
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| Wrench the apoplexy
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| And make with it blessed things
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| I make use of the divine
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| And mark the dank anaemic skin
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| Cut away damnations teat
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| So no foul familiar can satiate
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| Flames will lick this corrupted flesh
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| Clean to the marrow where he rests
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| The blemish of desired clench
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| That rends the gore of earth
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| Wretched wings of blackened things
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| Cast spells of evil’s eloquence
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| Tamed to heel with thine perfect word
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| Listen hard and listen well
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| I see the forbidden in you
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| The yearn of wanting fingers
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| Hands that reach yet withdraw
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| The living breast, feign to abhor
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| Oh why do you tempt me Lord!
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| This test is that which I abhor!
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| Do not let me look upon
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| These evil things with regret or lust
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| For they are seated next to him
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| The lowest and darkest thing
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| And I am beside you! |
| Upon the seat
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| Of golden light!
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| And yet the rope and knot
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| Raise the bile from your stomach
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| You feel ashamed beside the zeal
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| From which you draw your wrath
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| What is it that you see?
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| That courts the hand to reach
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| And stay the burning flame
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| To both condemn and covet?
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| These guiltless strays
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| Fiend reveal thyself!
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| Do not question, do not tempt
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| My weakest notions
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| I work the will of my lord alone
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| I respectfully decline
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| Yet seek the seed of the divine
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| Your route is marred by obstacles
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| Of malice and malady
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| These tools cannot perform
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| An act to coax the breath of God alone
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| To assimilate his design
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| His article of faith with mine |