Lyrics memories - .anxious.

memories

Were you in love with him?
I guess I’ll never really know
I just know I’ve felt things I’ve never felt before
The kind of wrenching feeling
I didn’t know what it was, it just tore at my heart
Have you ever felt that way?
I have
I tried to save him, but I think I was the one who was saved
When I was younger, I wasn’t afraid of anything
I didn’t have the slightest fear of dying, no reason for it
I thought that if I died that’s fine with me, anytime at all
But then I met a certain woman, and I changed
I started to think that, I wanted to survive
For the first time, the idea of death began to scare me
It was on my mind.
Never felt that kind of feeling
Almost paralyzed
And?
Where is she now?
She… faded off somewhere…