| I’m in over my head, is this all for real? |
| Got caught having trouble sleeping
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| Days drag on I can’t pretend, I’m not trying to deal with a life that I
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| wouldn’t call living
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| I keep laying in my bed all day
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| I am trying to get through this, face myself in the mirror
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| But nothing makes sense at all, I’m stuck here waiting
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| So I’ll say it again I don’t expect you to understand how I’ve felt all these
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| hours I’ve pretended
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| So I’ll say it again you came and went, you were never a friend never helped
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| all these hours I attempt Sober living
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| And it’s down to the wire, the clocks ticking
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| Don’t know if I’m staying or leaving, but it gets harder every day
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| To feel something real and stay sane
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| I keep losing my grip on everything
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| So wake me up from this dream I’ve lived in so long and the walls are caving in
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| So I’ll say it again I don’t expect you to understand how I’ve felt all these
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| hours I’ve pretended
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| So I’ll say it again you came and went, you were never a friend never helped
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| all these hours I attempt, Sober living
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| I can’t keep running, I’m short of breath now
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| I need to be stronger than this
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| I can’t keep running now, I have a problem it’s real these things do exist
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| A problem it’s real these things do |