| I’ve been abandoned by the nigga that’s supposed to love me the most been
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| Raped by a nigga was crazy but we was close when he was taking it I felt like
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| the nigga taking my soul
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| And out of all of that you probably the one I despise the most
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| Cause you the only fucking nigga that I’d went to
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| I done told you every fucking thing that I’ve been through
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| Expressed how I really hated niggas fore I met you
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| Just for you to turn like every nigga I’ve ran into
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| That shit is kinda crazy to me
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| Let’s take it back
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| Momma put me out at age 17
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| I was raised in them streets
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| Just a young girl tryna eat
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| But all I had was was empty pockets and a dream
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| Man that shit runs kinda deep
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| I was barely goin to school grades failing
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| Hanging on the blocks with them hustlas and them fellons
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| Real fucking killas if they catch you then they nailin
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| Old heads talking I ain’t understand the message
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| Now I think I get it
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| I’m too bright for this life that I’m living man something gotta change
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| Fighting everyday just to cope with pain drinking henn blowing trees just to
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| keep myself sane
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| I did lost a couple homies to this street shit
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| But none amount to the pain when I lost big sis
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| To be honest I don’t really think I been right sense
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| Gotta change my life I ain’t been living righteous
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| And I ain’t just write this
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| Man this shit a true story
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| Never got the reason why momma was hard on me
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| Now I understand she just wanted the best for me
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| And I’ma be the reason we are never fucking worry again |