Lyrics Elucidation - Animosity

Elucidation

And on the day that I die, should it be soon… take this from me for
clarification
And when I come crashing, and it could be too soon, just know that I lived for
change
Don’t take this the wrong way
Sell all my shit and give the money to my brother
Make sure Milo has a good home and a hill to run
For now I know, that I could be next
Just don’t take this the wrong way
I have not a deathwish but rather a less inaccurate understanding of what it
means to be alive