| the slant
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| a building settling around me my figure, female, framed crookedly
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| in the threshold of the room
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| door scraping floorboards
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| with every opening
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| carving a rough history of bedroom scenes
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| the plot hard to follow
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| the text obscured
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| in the fields of sheets
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| slowly gathering the stains
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| of seasons spent lying there
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| red and brown
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| like leaves fallen
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| the colors of an eternal cycle
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| fading with the wash cycle
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| and the rinse cycle
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| again an unfamiliar smell
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| like my name misspelled
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| or misspoken
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| a cycle broken
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| the sound of them strong
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| stalking talking about their prey
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| like the way hammer meets nail
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| pounding, they say
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| pounding out the rhythms of attraction
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| like a woman was a drum like a body was a weapon
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| like there was something more they wanted
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| than the journey
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| like it was owed to them
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| steel toed they walk
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| and i’m wondering why this fear of men
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| maybe it’s because i’m hungry
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| and like a baby i’m dependent on them to feed me i am a work in progress
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| dressed in the fabric of a world unfolding
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| offering me intricte patterns of questions
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| rhythms that never come clean
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| and strengths that you still haven’t seen
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| I’m calling from the diner
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| the diner on the corner
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| I ordered two coffees
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| one is for you
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| I was hoping you’d join me
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| 'cause I ain’t go no money
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| and I really miss you
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| I should mention that too
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| yes I know what time it is in fact, I just checked
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| I even know the date
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| and the month
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| and the year
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| I know I haven’t been sleeping
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| and when I do
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| I just dream of you
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| dear
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| I miss watching you
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| drool on your pillow
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| I miss watching you
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| pull on your clothes
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| I miss listening
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| to you in the bathroom
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| flushing the toilet
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| blowing your nose
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| I’m calling from the diner
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| the diner on the corner
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| I ordered two coffees
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| one is for you
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| the cups are so close
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| the steam is rising
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| in one stream
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| how are you
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| I think you’re the least fucked up person I’ve ever met
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| and that may be as close to the real thing
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| as I’m ever gonna get
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| but my quarter’s gonna run out now
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| or so I’m told
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| I guess I’d better go sit down
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| and wait for you
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| til my coffee gets cold |