| Here it goes again
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| Awakening in a state where I’m already feeling spent and unable to recuperate
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| Torn from nirvana
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| I just want to close my eyes and dream away this stress and pain I can’t hold
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| back the tide
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| I know that if I just let go
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| The sea of immensity will mercilessly swallow me whole
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| I never asked for this life
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| Born into ruin, grasping onto light
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| Day after day
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| Beaten, I chip away
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| Toiling through vexations
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| Wave after wave
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| I feel like a slave
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| Doomed to this constant decay
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| The past piling high
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| Forgotten dreams
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| I left to die
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| Fed such lies we swallow them whole
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| Vain, bitter and vile
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| Crippling my will and leaving me senseless
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| Why am I aware of this?
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| Stuck in a cycle ever so torturous
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| Wake up
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| It’s your life and only you control it
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| We must free ourselves alone from our own torments
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| Sick of the patterns I have forged with my own intent and I figure
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| This is all I’m ever going to be, relentlessly
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| Recycling forward unto naught, all progression returns to rot
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| Unable to resist the urge to slip
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| A failed captain goes down with his ship
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| To drown in unending days
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| Hopelessly as you pray
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| You drown in your petty ways, witness us wither away
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| Wither away with us
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| Day after day
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| Beaten, I chip away
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| Day after day
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| Breaking my back as I dig my shallow grave I slowly rot away
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| Day after day
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| Forgetting to breathe
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| Day after day
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| Searching through sorrow
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| To find a way for this strain to leave me
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| Day after day
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| Beaten, I chip away
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| Toiling through vexations
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| Wave after wave I’m feeling like a slave
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| Doomed to this constant decay
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| Day by day, I slave away in mediocrity
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| Day by day, cultivating my anxiety
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| Day by day, I waste away into obscurity
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| Underneath the pressure of the fear that takes control of me
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| This weight I bear breaks my legs, shatters my spine
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| Empty inside
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| Cycles of sickness seem to be my only form of existence |