| If you’re dealing war, backwards stay far
|
| We’re dealing with truths and rights
|
| Come some more into my sight
|
| (You no hear me yet?)
|
| (Hear me live and direct)
|
| (Walk with your tap)
|
| Uh, yeah, yeah
|
| Be still
|
| Honest moments, some days I’m too afraid to create
|
| 'Cause I’m fearful all my greatest ideas have gone to waste
|
| I know that if I would they would probably be good
|
| But who got time for being good when you wanna be great
|
| But super critical, plus my heart growin' super cynical
|
| People hang around actin' like they super into you
|
| Meanwhile, it’s all a scheme to see what they can get from you
|
| Prayers in this cab ride, that became a ritual, uh
|
| I told God I wanna live for You, but
|
| It’s hard to live righteous when it costs residual cuts
|
| And plus, for my faith, I face ridicule, but
|
| In light of the glory the comments all minuscule, uh
|
| My wife feeling competition with my career
|
| I’m feeling competition with every rapper I hear
|
| The day I stop doing this probably my biggest fear
|
| And she the only one to be there when nobody cared
|
| So my priorities change, who even keeping score in this game
|
| The price of fame quite the chore to maintain
|
| Record exec’s always wanna pour you champagne
|
| It all stop when the record sale reports ain’t the same
|
| Who really love ya? |
| Who really love ya? |
| Who really love ya?
|
| Let me ask again, who really love ya enough to hug ya?
|
| To tell you when you actin' like a sucka, who really love ya?
|
| That’s not rhetorical, give a call to whoever it is
|
| Say thank you for everything that they did
|
| Life is fragile, we here for a blink, and then it ends
|
| The definition of family the same for the friends
|
| Loyalty thicker than any blood that’s under your skin, uh
|
| Honest moments
|
| How often do we have 'em?
|
| Tell me
|
| We goi’g public with our highlights, yeah
|
| Private with our sin, throwing up
|
| Pictures at the party
|
| Not the one throwing up at the end, oh Lord
|
| Honest moments, how often do we have 'em?
|
| Even with our closest hard questions, hope that they never ask 'em
|
| Ironically, they feel the same, we both actin'
|
| I’m feelin' like a joke, that’s why I try to keep 'em laughin'
|
| Crisis happen in my faith, I felt trapped and
|
| Didn’t know if God was just something I imagined
|
| Same time, people got questions, they askin'
|
| Me about Jesus, but I ain’t got the answer, uh
|
| It’s kinda crazy when you’re known for your faith
|
| You supposed to give it but you never get grace
|
| So show up on stage and you put on that face
|
| I’m just tryna hold on, hope I finish my race, uh
|
| I just wanna hear Him say «Well done»
|
| How I feel right now? |
| Well, done
|
| Ain’t nobody askin' me how I’m doin'
|
| They just like, «Ayo, where the next album?»
|
| «Here it is», honest to God, that’s all I can be
|
| They want the old Andy, girl, don’t tempt me
|
| And as of late, I’m lookin' into therapy
|
| Forget scarin' all these rappers, man I’m scared of me
|
| 'Cause mental health issues in my family tree
|
| My grandmother died of Alzheimer’s
|
| Last time I see her, yo, she ain’t even remember me
|
| I gotta wonder if the same end is meant for me, uh
|
| Went through depression in December 2016
|
| The worst year I could remember
|
| I was sittin' down at breakfast with my wife, started weepin'
|
| Tears fallin' down my face, I ain’t even know the reason
|
| Started readin', learned it’s my body’s way of releasin'
|
| Stress that I been carryin' over the seasons, uh
|
| In my darkest time, friends are what I needed
|
| But I hadn’t sown there so wasn’t much for me to really reap and
|
| Losin' faith in things that I once believed in
|
| Even myself, I think Satan sent his illest demons
|
| Must be doin' somethin' right to get this opposition
|
| Meanin' I should go the hardest when I feel like quittin'
|
| God, kill me if I ever start mixin'
|
| Personal ambition and call it a righteous mission
|
| 'Cause from a distance, most people couldn’t tell the difference
|
| That’s the thing that make me ashamed to say I’m Christian
|
| God, they lyin' on your name on the television, uh
|
| They Benny Hinn gettin' Benjamin’s, uh
|
| And yeah I get it, why most hate religion
|
| 'Cause division and oppression is what been depicted
|
| Two choices young man, make a decision
|
| Throw your hands up and say «Forget it»
|
| Or be the difference
|
| Four minutes of sharin' how I felt
|
| Honest with y’all 'cause now I’m bein' honest with myself
|
| Honest moments
|
| How often do we have 'em? |