| This was not my intention
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| this is not what I wanted
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| But I rattle the cage
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| when I start feeling daunted
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| I can’t explain why
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| this just had to be done
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| And I’m so fucking sorry I wasn’t the one
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| This was not my intention
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| I really need you to know this
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| To be a shadow beside you
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| always there yet deeply missed
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| If I could take all your pain
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| and make all of it fall on my shoulders
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| In a heartbeat I’d do it
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| I’d never make you go through this
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| I welcome the turbulence
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| I need the unpleasentness
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| This comfort zone is choking me
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| Can’t help this restlessness
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| Forgive me for doing this
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| This is not where I need to be
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| As for the hurt
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| I guess it’s inevitable
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| And the black
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| The black will wash away
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| To turn it around
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| Is to come out the winner
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| Make it good again
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| I’ve been going in circles
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| so much for «live and learn»
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| Not even surprised anymore
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| When I find myself getting burned
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| Why do I tear it apart when
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| all the pieces are finally together?
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| We all should know by now that nothing is forever
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| I’m walking with no-one
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| I’m not walking at all
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| Just staying still for a while
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| as this guilt trip is taking it’s toll
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| To disappear from the world
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| hide here in this nest of mine
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| If I give this some time will everything be fine?
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| I guess it’s inevitable
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| The black will wash away
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| To turn it around
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| Is to come out the winner
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| Make it good again |