| I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence
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| I fell in love with Los Angeles
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| I lost my friends to Los Angeles
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| I lost myself in Los Angeles
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| Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
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| I brought my pain and my demons with me
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| I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
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| I took a pill and I hope I feel it
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| I miss livin' at the hospital
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| I miss livin' down in South Central
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| I remember back when it was simple
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| I ain’t have to fight with all my niggas
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| Money complicated every issue
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| Man, it’s crazy how they deal with you
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| Talk about it like they still with you
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| Use my name as a meal ticket
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| They don’t wanna see me standing now
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| Bipolar nigga, I’m manic now
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| I want more shit in my bank account
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| I want my granny a bigger house
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| I grow more hungry like every day
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| I feel like God in a scary way
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| All of these sins that I need repay
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| I need to find me some different ways
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| I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence
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| I fell in love with Los Angeles
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| I lost my friends to Los Angeles
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| I lost myself in Los Angeles
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| Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
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| I brought my pain and my demons with me
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| I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
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| I took a pill and I hope I feel it
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| I made major changes to myself
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| I am still a danger to myself
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| Still might grab the stainless off the shelf
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| But I don’t really think I’m finished yet
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| I ain’t even get to feel it yet
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| Smoke ain’t even hit the ceiling yet
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| Only hopin' that I fade away
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| I wake up and face another day
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| I got shit that they can’t take away
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| All the secrets that I gave away
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| Still, I’m regrettin' it more and more
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| I took one, I need a couple more
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| I need God, I need holy ghost
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| I need somethin', get me comatose
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| My depression what I love the most
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| I can never seem to let it go
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| I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence
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| I fell in love with Los Angeles
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| I lost my friends to Los Angeles
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| I lost myself in Los Angeles
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| Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
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| I brought my pain and my demons with me
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| I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
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| I took a pill and I hope I feel it |