| Dear Matthew
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| I like you a lot
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| I realize you’re in a relationship with someone right now and I respect that
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| I would like you to know that if you’re ever single in the future
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| and want to come visit me in California I would be open to spending
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| time with you
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| and finding out how old you were when you wrote your first song
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| Dear Jonathan
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| I liked you too much
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| I used to be attracted to boys who would lie to me and think solely
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| about themselves
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| and you were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time
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| I used to say the more tragic the better the truth is whenever I think
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| of the early 90's
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| you face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday
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| Dear Terrance
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| I love you muchly
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| you’ve been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available and
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| supportive
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| and
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| nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in and
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| pushing you
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| away
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| I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep on your couch and cry
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| in front
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| of you for the first time
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| you were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself what was
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| wrong with
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| me Dear Marcus
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| You rocked my world
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| you had a charismatic way about you with the women and
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| you got me seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn’t let
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| me get
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| away with kicking me own ass
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| but I would never really feel relaxed and looked out for around you
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| though
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| and that stopped us from going any further than we did
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| and it’s kinda too bad because we could’ve had much more fun
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| Dear Lou
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| We learned so much
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| I realize we won’t be able to talk for some time and I understand that
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| as I do
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| you
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| the long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could
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| we were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives
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| I will always have your back and be curious about you about your
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| career your
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| whereabouts |