
Date of issue: 16.05.2004
Song language: English
This Grudge |
Fourteen years, thirty minutes |
Fifteen seconds I’ve held this grudge |
Eleven songs, four full journals |
Thoughts of punishment I’ve expended |
Not in contact, not a letter |
Such communication, telepathic |
You’ve been vilified, used as fodder |
You deserve a piece of every record |
But who’s it hurting now? |
Who’s the one that’s stuck? |
And who’s it torturing now |
With an antique knot in her stomach? |
I wanna be big and let go |
Of this grudge that’s grown old |
All this time I’ve not known |
How to rest this bygone |
I wanna be soft and resolved |
Clean of slate and released |
I wanna forgive for the both of us |
Like an abandoned house, dusty covered |
Furniture, still intact |
If I visit it now, do I simply re-live it? |
Somehow gratuitous |
But who’s still aching now? |
Who’s tired of her own voice? |
Who is it weighing down |
With no gift from time of said healing? |
I wanna be big and let go |
Of this grudge that’s grown old |
All this time I’ve not known |
How to rest this bygone |
I wanna be soft and resolved |
Clean of slate and released |
I wanna forgive for the both of us |
Maybe as I cut the cord |
Veils will lift from my eyes |
Maybe as I lay this to rest |
Dead weight off my shoulders to rise |
Here I sit much determined |
Ever ill-equipped to draw this curtain |
How this has entertained, validated |
And has served me greatly, ever the victim |
But who’s done whining now? |
Who’s ready to put down? |
This load I’ve carried longer |
Than I had cared to remember |
I wanna be big and let go |
Of this grudge that’s grown old |
All this time I’ve not known |
How to rest this bygone |
I wanna be soft and resolved |
Clean of slate and released |
I wanna forgive for the both of us |
I wanna be big and let go |
Of this grudge that’s grown old |
For the life of me I’ve not known |
How to rest this bygone |
I wanna be soft and resolved |
Clean of slate and released |
I wanna forgive for the both of us |
Name | Year |
---|---|
Citizen of the Planet | 2008 |
Crazy | 2005 |
Versions of Violence | 2008 |
Uninvited | 2005 |
Ironic | 2005 |
One | 1998 |
Alanis' Interlude ft. Alanis Morissette | 2020 |
Hands Clean | 2005 |
Hand in My Pocket | 2005 |
Thank U | 1998 |
You Oughta Know | 2005 |
I Was Hoping | 1998 |
Not as We | 2008 |
Moratorium | 2008 |
Head over Feet | 2005 |
Thank You | 2005 |
You Learn | 2005 |
Still | 2005 |
That I Would Be Good | 2005 |
You Owe Me Nothing in Return | 2002 |