| I was afraid you’d hit me if I’d spoken up I was afraid of your physical strength
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| I was afraid you’d hit below the belt
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| I was afraid of your sucker punch
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| I was afraid of your reducing me I was afraid of your alcohol breath
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| I was afraid of your complete disregard for me I was afraid of your temper
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| I was afraid of handles being flown off of I was afraid of holes being punched into walls
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| I was afraid of your testosterone
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| I have as much rage as you have
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| I have as much pain as you do
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| I’ve lived as much hell as you have
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| And I’ve kept mine bubbling under for you
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| You were my best friend
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| You were my lover
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| You were my mentor
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| You were my brother
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| You were my partner
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| You were my teacher
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| You were my very own sympathetic character
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| I was afraid of verbal daggers
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| I was afraid of the calm before the storm
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| I was afraid for my own bones
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| I was afraid of your seduction
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| I was afraid of your coercion
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| I was afraid of your rejection
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| I was afraid of your intimidation
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| I was afraid of your punishment
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| I was afraid of your icy silences
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| I was afraid of your volume
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| I was afraid of your manipulation
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| I was afraid of your explosions
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| I have as much rage as you have
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| I have as much pain as you do
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| I’ve lived as much hell as you have
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| And I’ve kept mine bubbling under for you
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| (repeat 2 x)
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| You were my keeper
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| You were my anchor
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| You were my family
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| You were my saivour
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| And therein lay the issue
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| And therein lay the problem |