| was
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| frantic
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| saying you were talking crazy that you wanted to do away with yourself
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| I guess she thought I’d be a perfect resort because we’ve had this
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| inexplicable connection since our youth and
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| yes they’re in shock they are panicked you and your chronic them and
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| their
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| drama
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| you this embarrassment us in the middle of this delusion
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| if we were our bodied
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| if we were our futured
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| if we were our defenses I’d be joining you
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| if we were our culture
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| if we were our leaders
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| if we were our denials I’d be joining you
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| I remember vividly a day years ago we were camping you knew more then
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| you
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| thought you should know
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| you said I don’t want ever to be brainwashed and you were
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| mindboggling you
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| were intense
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| you were uncomfortable in your own skin you were thirsty but mostly
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| you were
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| beautiful
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| If we were our nametags
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| If we were our rejections
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| If we were our outcomes I’d be joining you
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| If we were our indignities
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| If we were our successes
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| If we were our emotions I’d be joining you
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| You and I we’re like 4 year olds we want to know why and how come
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| about
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| everything
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| we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds we never talk
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| small
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| and be intuitive
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| and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon
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| If we were their condemnations
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| If we were their projections
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| If we were our paranoias I’d be joining you
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| If we were our incomes
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| If we were our obsessions
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| If we were our afflictions I’d be joining you
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| we need reflection we need a really good memory feel free to call me a little
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| more often |