| Behind close doors I’m everything I wanted to be and still more
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| It’s such as shame
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| Man its a real fucking shame
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| I’m looking to the world through the windowpane
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| But ain’t nobody in this world could understand my pain
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| Cause what I lived through nobody could’ve done the same
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| But loneliness that’s in my mind
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| I try to socialize but in this women I reside
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| Can no one understand what’s been going in my mind
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| Yeah that’s why I distance myself away
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| Cause these four walls are my escape
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| Cause in my room is where I will stay today
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| I been in my mind
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| I been in my zone
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| Imma loose control as the days get old
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| And the shades don’t close
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| And the rain so strong that it start to burn holes through the fabric of my soul
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| Relapse relapse
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| Trying to get back get back
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| To when I was fourteen slapping three stacks
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| When I was sixteen trying to get my melode back
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| This music give me purpose wish my family could see that
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| Sitting in my room mostly hungry for succession
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| Trying to be the best
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| Killing whoever contest it
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| Trying to
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| There’s nobody I could sweat with
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| Who I’m neck to neck with
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| When I recollect I see
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| Sitting on the floor trying to find my purpose
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| Writing poems like oh my is it even worth it
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| Buying jordan cause I don’t know if I deserve it
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| Curving as a verb trying to make this fucking verses
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| Poster on my wall staring at me
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| Frank told me fuck the oops
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| Make yourself happy
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| Chance told me stay persistent
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| Never let them catch me (Will they ever catch me? Hope they never catch me)
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| Hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah
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| Hallelujah I’m free
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| That’s a
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| Put myself in a box and it blew up
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| Think I’m better all alone then I grew up
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| Like the ocean like the middle of the sea
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| All alone is just for me
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| Can ya’ll get away from me
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| coming in soon
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| I been in my room
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| I been in my mind
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| I been trying to hide
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| I ain’t going outside
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| In my in my
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| I been in my in my
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| In my In my
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| I been in my in my
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| I been in my room
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| I been in my mind
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| I been trying to hide
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| I ain’t going outside
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| In my in my
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| I been in my in my
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| In my In my
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| I been in my in my mind |