Lyrics Don't Say - Aburden

Don't Say

There is something I can’t explain
And I’m sorry for all of the pain that I caused
I shouldn’t have been the one you had to hate
But it was my selfish self that tore us apart
I was always told that I would be okay
And honestly I think of you constantly
And this is my apology and probably too late
But I guess that’s fate, I guess that’s fate
Don’t say that I’m okay
You know nothing about me at all
I’m fucking not okay
Depression can ruin my whole day
All I need is release from the pain
The constant unhappy disposition
Will no longer be my everyday position
The immensity of all the pain that we contained
That made us go insane, that pushed us away
Don’t say that I’m okay
You know nothing about me at all
I’m fucking not okay
Depression can ruin my whole day
All I need is release from the pain
(Release from the pain)
Don’t say that I’m okay
You know nothing about me at all
I’m fucking not okay
Depression can ruin my whole day
All I need is release from the pain
But I need you to know
That my biggest fear was never losing you
It was loving you so much, that I would lose myself
But it’s hard to face the fact that I lacked
Everything that you wanted to have
But I need you to know that I love every colour you have
(There is something that I can’t explain, but I need you)
There is something I can’t understand
Why you just settled for acceptance
When love was waiting right in front of you
(There is something that I can’t explain, but I need you)
But you said we were both the same
So you should know that depression can ruin my whole day
So don’t say that I’m okay and that everything will be fine
(There is something I can’t explain, but I need you)
Because I always told you that I would be okay
And honestly darling I feel like this constantly
But I need you to know that I love every colour you have
And I’m so sorry that I lacked everything you wanted to have
But my darling I need you to know, that I’m so sorry