Lyrics So & So - ABSRDST, Mood Killer

So & So

I only fuck with people I don’t know
And if you fuck with me I probably don’t
When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro
When it comes to romance, I implode
The truth is I don’t have no self esteem
Memories of you like laser beams
Cutting through the surface of my dreams
So & so still doesn’t fuck with me
Another airplane trip without a friend
Been like this since back in 2010
That always makes me feel so alone
Melting off my face down to my phone
When I land in Cali, it’s the apps
Try to find a top that wants to smash
I know he can’t fix what’s in my mind
At least I got a place to spend the night
My dad, he kicked me out
Called me a slut
And you know what?
He wasn’t wrong
My dick is big
I wear a thong
But I can’t make it through the day
Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out
And I’ve been struggling alone since then
It’s probably why
I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know)
And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t)
When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I'm a pro, yeah)
When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode)
The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem)
Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!)
Cutting through the surface of my dreams
So & so still doesn’t fuck with me (He don’t love me, no no)
I wasn’t gonna another verse
Some people just think that I’m the worst
Motherfuckers disrespect my name
I guess we all need somebody to blame
My dad, he kicked me out
Called me a slut
And you know what?
He wasn’t wrong
My dick is big
I wear a thong
But I can’t make it through the day
Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out
And I’ve been struggling alone since then
It’s probably why
I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know)
And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t)
When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I'm a pro, yeah)
When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode)
The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem)
Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!)
Cutting through the surface of my dreams
So & so’s who doesn’t fuck with me (He don’t love me no more)
You don’t love me like I love myself
You can’t help me overcome my hell
Mirror cleaner, help me cast my spell
Give me hell, see me sell
Can’t you tell I’m unwell?
Cuz I’m not trying to keep you off my tail
A clearer conscience is my holy grail
Don’t you know I’m just too big to fail?
My eyes go black but my face turns pale
Leave me on autoplay
Still waiting for a hurricane
Self esteem autopilot game
Big boy, bad boy with no name
Leave me on autoplay
Still waiting for a hurricane
Self esteem autopilot game
Big boy, bad boy with no name