| I’ve tried to do right
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| Seems as though the only way is selling my soul
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| It’s getting hard out here
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| Does anybody feel me?
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| Cause I’m drowning in shame
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| Trying to maintain
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| Wide awake chasing my dreams
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| Is anybody out there?
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| Can anybody hear me?
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| Sometimes I gotta ask myself what do I do it for
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| Is it to cover up the fact I’m really insecure?
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| See music made it possible for me to be somebody
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| So if you had to say yourself
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| Is my intention pure?
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| Am I the next Shakur?
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| Or an attention whore?
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| Am I Big in his prime or am I premature
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| Does anybody feel me or am I too far to reach
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| Like the edge of the world, from Redondo beach
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| Some say I manifest destiny when I’m on these beats
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| Others say I ain’t flashy enough to shine
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| You need a chain at least
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| And you can be more hood
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| You got niggas on both sides
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| You acting like you ain’t good
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| Well you from Carson right
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| Ras Kass was tight
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| And you hot
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| But can you make another Soul on Ice
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| Everybody trynna tell me what I shouldn’t and should
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| But will they still wanna chop it up when I go 'wood
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| I’ve tried to do right
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| Seems as though the only way is selling my soul
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| It’s getting hard out here
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| Does anybody feel me?
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| Cause I’m drowning in shame
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| Trying to maintain
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| Wide awake chasing my dreams
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| Is anybody out there?
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| Can anybody hear me?
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| While niggas searching for a pot o' gold
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| I compose the God particle my heart is stone
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| Pumping cement through my veins
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| Taking everything for granted
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| Who can recognize my pain
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| Y’all niggas never did hear me
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| So I quit calling out to niggas
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| Let y’all deal with it, I figured
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| Why cast my pearls to swine
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| If you don’t know about grapes
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| I couldn’t tell you 'bout wine
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| I couldn’t tell you 'bout these lines
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| They just hit me like rain
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| Without a cloud in the sky
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| On a summer’s day
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| Ay, I guess it’s how I was raised
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| Acquired knowledge, while my peers frolicked and played
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| My Prodigal Son ways, disrupting my coming of age
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| Future looking dim and Ab-Soul wear shades
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| I’d never cover my face
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| I look death in the eyes, I didn’t blink one time
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| I never felt more alive than that day
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| But who’s to say I’m different
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| And when I speak niggas scared they ain’t listening
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| And that’s beyond me
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| But I believe it’s far more menacing
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| And the truth was stranger than fiction once reality get to kicking in
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| It’s like the modern day Noah’s Ark, they took no note
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| Their bad heart came back and bit them no their hope floats
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| That’s why I’m fishing through a sea of niggas
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| They don’t hear me and I don’t see 'em niggas
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| I’ve tried to do right
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| Seems as though the only way is selling my soul
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| It’s getting hard out here
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| Does anybody feel me?
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| Cause I’m drowning in shame
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| Trying to maintain
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| Wide awake chasing my dreams
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| Is anybody out there?
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| Can anybody hear me?
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| You see, it’s like the Titanic scene
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| With the rescue boats
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| It’s less dramatic in that
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| I can save y’all with quotes
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| I dropped the gym adrenaline accelerated my pulse
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| And I can say it’s dope but what do I really know
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| Currently the word is that I’m too abstract
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| I can barely get my engineer to mix my tracks
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| I’m trynna provide you with facts
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| Trynna keep it real
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| But y’all not interested in that
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| You’re more concerned with my appeal
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| You rather see me on YouTube, unconcealing the steel
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| Or on WorldStarHipHop, with diamonds in my wristwatch
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| Or a media take-out
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| Victim of a media stakeout
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| Cursing them out so bad
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| Most of my words were blanked out
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| I hate it when my name is mentioned with the same niggas
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| Who other than their DNA are the same niggas
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| They in the same circle, fuck the same bitches
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| Shake the same hands, man I’m trynna expand
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| For me it’s gotta be to catch a flight back to Carson
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| I’mma need a passport for it
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| If you don’t wanna hear me do your boy a favour
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| And press fast-forward, and listen to the emotion in the chorus
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| No this ain’t a song outfit
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| But if it was, I wore it
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| Come from a different cloth, rippin' my bars
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| Pause
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| With my bare hands I can move the earth
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| Just cause I said it in my verse
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| That’s the power of words
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| You may not ever get what I was trying to accomplish
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| I might not ever get to do a song with Jay
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| And hear him brag on Hot97 about how I’m so honest
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| I’m ready to throw in the towel like laundry day
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| But I feel as though I’ve reached the point of no return
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| Like an expired thirty day warranty
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| And I deserve to be the best artist you heard like cattle
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| And I put that on, Herb the 3rd
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| That’s my word |