| I tried to build up a legacy, so no one’s forgetting me
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| I wasted my energy, now no one has empathy
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| I’ve been at it since 17, it cost me my family
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| We could never live happily, I was lost in my apathy
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| Looking back where it started at, for years working hard as I can… Stress on my
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| cardiac… the cause for my heart attack
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| No investment in family, I’m left with insanity
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| Fake friends have abandoned me, time to pay for my vanity
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| Fuck this hospital bed, I’m better of dropping dead
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| Dump a whole lot of meds… I’ve dug a hole of regret now
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| Now tell my kids «live their dreams»…
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| Cause they aren’t talking to me;
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| Doctor please, can you make a call to Terrace?
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| Fall on my knees…
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| I wish I could talk to the old me…
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| Go back and say to the old me…
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| At the end of the day I’m losing
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| All I ever want’s right here, right now
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| At the end of the day I’m losing
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| All I ever want’s right here, right now
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| Gave my kids everything, it was not to their benefit
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| They needed my presents, now they’re seeing a therapist
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| I showed no affection to the daughter I love
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| I never gave up a second to kick a ball with my son
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| Gotta get out of this bed and rip off these plugs
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| I’m better off dead, let them fight over my funds…
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| Cause when it’s all said and done
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| I just wish I could breath, smoke in my lungs
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| They can’t fix my disease, fall on my knees…
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| I wish I could talk to the old me…
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| Go back and say to the old me…
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| At the end of the day I’m losing
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| All I ever want’s right here, right now
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| At the end of the day I’m losing
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| All I ever want’s right here, right now
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| And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy…
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| There’s poison in my memories now
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| And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy…
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| There’s poison in my memories now
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| And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy…
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| At the end of the day I’m losing
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| All I ever want’s right here, right now
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| At the end of the day I’m losing
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| All I ever want’s right here, right now
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| At the end of the day…
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| And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy…
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| Its poison in my memories now
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| At the end of the day…
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| And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy…
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| Its poison in my memories now
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| And all I ever wanted was to build up a legacy… |