Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Rageless Hope , by - 99 Neighbors. Release date: 23.09.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Rageless Hope |
| When I was 17, my only dream was cashin' the checks |
| Sick of collect calls and withdrawals was a cause and effect |
| 'Til mom interjects, «Sorry boo, your father’s calling you |
| To follow up to say he never follows through,» what a mess |
| Smoke a bowl and say, «What's goin' on?» |
| Callin' from a burner phone, I know he goin' through it |
| I can tell because his tone is off |
| He asks me, «How is college? |
| Prolly get your masters instead of owning your |
| masters |
| You gon' waste your knowledge if you don’t act fast |
| Ungrateful bastard, you need to take action to get back to your classes |
| Opportunities pass and everything in moderation and du time |
| You’ll do fine» |
| He still havin' mood swings off th moonshine |
| I rather pay my dues in music, movies, fashion |
| Instead of stolen Buick’s and hoopty crashin' |
| In fact, I ain’t been to church in a minute |
| The hourglass been tickin', I been trippin' off the shroomies and acid |
| Lackin' the vision, the head on collision with myself though |
| And reflecting on all this shit I planned out |
| Oh, oh |
| You would never hear a seed push through the ground |
| I wish I told you I hate you for leaving, but that would mean I used to love you |
| How could I give love to a person that only gave me trouble? |
| 'Course you gave me life and supported me for a stretch |
| Even fought for me in the courts when you knew you wasn’t the best |
| But at best, we’ll make amends, and at sixty, you’ll be my friend |
| 'Cause this spot of father’s been taken since before my mama’s death |
| I give portions of me (What's left?) Liquor poured (Like it’s a test) |
| I am more than what you named me, I’m sorry |
| Damor been dead since the day I came to realize that you never got your shit |
| together |
| I fuckin' hope I get my shit together |
| Disgusted with the semblance that we share, feelings mixed together |
| Life has been a bitch, but we still left up in this bitch together |
| Mom would want it, that’s after all the nonsense and violence you put her |
| through |
| 'Cause she was motherfucking awesome |
| Otherwise, these feelings wouldn’t be talking |
| I’m trying love and acceptance, so pick it up when I call |
| Vegas |
| Oh, oh |
| You would never hear a seed push through the ground |
| Ayy, yeah-ayy |
| Lost a lot of light and couldn’t find me that bright side |
| My life’s a struggle when every day movin' down |
| But I been stuck on why she claim I’m her lifeline |
| I never know what I should do |
| So I’ma go and pour a drink for this call, watching the walls |
| When everything in moderation slips and it falls, dipped and involved |
| She say she facing 21, but didn’t do it |
| That’s about the time it took to notice me, so what you doin'? |
| I got missed calls, missed texts, I ain’t appreciate it |
| Got me smokin' lonely, inebriated |
| I had to go and beat the betas, mind becoming alpha |
| I only smoke for that nostalgia |
| And the reasons to live are getting stronger for me |
| I tried to smoke a little less, the days were longer for me |
| Never knew if I could make it out the gutter, I did that |
| A couple broken memories, I’m never gon' miss that |
| Real change, it always sounds so quiet |
| You would never hear a seed push through the ground |
| Real change, it always sounds so quiet |
| You would never hear a seed push through the ground |
| Real change |
| It always sounds so quiet (Ohh) |
| You would never hear a seed push through the ground |