Lyrics Do You Still Think of Me? - Dads

Do You Still Think of Me?

Do you still think of me
like I still think of you?
When we were teenagers
on our way back from school.
I heard your mother hates you now,
oh I hope that’s true.
I still remember hearing her cry
when you split my face in two.
I hope your hell is a place
where you see nothing new.
And you sit with yourself
and think about what you used to do.
You can’t hold onto everything for ever,
or that’s what I tell myself.
One time i tried getting better,
that didn’t really help.
I promised I wouldn’t talk about it
yet here I am,
I can’t get past that summer
or the scars you left.
I stuck around and made plans
and took the punches that you swept.
I broke my own vows
cause I thought happiness was based on how long each night you slept.
Friendship was a four letter word,
I couldn’t speak it around you.
I cut all my ties that year
cause I thought it was what I was supposed to do.
You can’t pick favorites
without someone’s feelings getting hurt.
You can’t replace the button
that flew off when you ripped my shirt,
or my family, thank god my sister didn’t give birth
in the years you controlled me,
I didn’t even know how much she hurt.
I’m bringing you back to life,
Anna i’m finally giving you the light,
if I can start the fire I can try and put it out.
I don’t have time for all your intricacies,
I’m focusing on the little things,
but skipping kings,
and skipping queens,
we are all people
no matter how we label things.