| Why, do we live this way
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| So many murders, where the children play
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| And it’s about, to make me lose my mind
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| We’re running out of time, too many of my people dying
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| Day by day it’s more impossible, to hold on
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| I’m going head up with the shadow of death, and getting stole on Will I survive, is God gonna come and save me I started out as a Christian, now look at how this world made me
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| I’m crazy, and I can’t make it no better
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| Cause I can’t stand none of my friends, my only love is for the cheddar
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| I remember, sipping on Tangaray and getting high
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| Down with eachother, long as we was barely getting by We grown men, and all living in sin
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| Shooting a kite to my people, cause he in prison again
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| Letting him know that the streets ain’t changed, still wicked
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| Plus I been burying so many motherfuckers, we bound to kick it Up close and personal, cause niggaz be pushing my button
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| I handle my bidness, and exit they homes gangsta strutting
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| One deep, nobody’s got my back
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| Motherfuckers just be hanging around me, because I rap
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| Trying to stab me in my back, and if they could they would
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| That’s why I pack my twin bitches, cause I don’t even feel safe in the hood
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| At least on lock, you know what the danger is and what’s not
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| Free world you’ll be evicted, when a coward bust shots
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| That’s the life cycle, kick it with real niggaz
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| And never let the shife by you, because the devil is they idol
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| Man they tied up my nigga, and sawed off his head
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| The cold part about it, they ain’t even take no bread
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| My nigga Grady took seven shots, and one bullet hit him twice
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| Although he’s blessed, my nigga just can’t leave the thug life
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| You know it’s fucked up, both of us was in class with honors
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| But soon would drop out, addicted to cash and marijuana
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| And the fast life, we bled the whole hood last night
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| Hard headed dumb niggaz, just trying to get they cash right
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| Hustling, hoping we can get a million
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| But like a chameleon, nigga the game done changed
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| Wish it would rain sometime, to help a nigga wash away the pain sometime
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| I shed ghetto tears daily baby, I can’t hide the fact
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| Feeling like everybody’s out to get me, so I don’t hide my strap
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| I ride like that, with one up in the chamber
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| On my block if you ain’t got a glock, you’s in danger
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| Continuously head busting for nothing, my friends and my enemies
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| Nothing but recollection, as I remember the memories
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| If I could be like Jesus, I’d spread the love
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| But I can recognize the demons, so I spread the slugs
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| These motherfuckers say they love me, but I’m peeping they lies
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| Feel like jealousy and envy, when I look deep in they eyes
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| That’s a friend for you, laced up with your girl and then try to Spend your ends for you, and when it’s drama they won’t send for you
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| That’s the reason Joseph, is one deep until he die
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| I ain’t gotta wonder why, my people wanna see me fly, fuck em |