Lyrics A Dream - Mystic

A Dream

I know that gobbled as a child, and got her own
Still he got to bless me too, I been struggling too long
Tryna keep my head up in this hateful world
Always been mama’s soldier, never daddy’s little girl
I did some fucked up shit, in the name of the game
Before we even call it that, still it’s all the same
Shed, blood, sweat, and tears over the years I been scarred
Trace the tracks of my tears, they will show you who I are
Still I, stand strong wit the militant mind
Not no ice cold bitch, that’s to easy to find
Try and maintain my mental, as a peaceful place
Still I be ready to die, till I see my mother’s face
Got to unlace the rage that I feel
Constant struggle and madness, ain’t got to claim to keep it real
True queen, considered twinkle in my eyes
The glide in my step, I bless the world before I die
And tries I might, ain’t a damn thang I can do
Just got to hold on until I make it threw
Until I make it threw…
It’s only a dream
I been dreamin, for so long
What’s the meaning, meaning all my life
I been dreamin, for so long
Mama help me, help me make it right
It’s long nights I shake, my body starve from anger
Hopin lady luck will hear my wish’s
Instead of treatin me like a stranger
And Mr. Death plucks my people one by one
It’s a cold world, and i’m one of the last suns
Forever shinin, even when the skys grey
Will I eternally suffer, mama tell me it will be okay
Chains at my window, I just wanna be free
I’m not scared to die, but why must my people bleed
I gotta get somethin it’s my destiny
To all wives up in heaven, I say blessin me
Less I be the next fallen angel, tangled in the web
Givin a fuck about nothin, better off dead
But I don’t wanna be ill, don’t wanna be a woman token
So I rock mics, and spread love just keep hopin
Knowin these rainy days, they can’t last forever
Tellin myself,"young world things will only get better"
It’s only a dream
Sometimes I get the feelin like i’m all surronded
Wit no way up out the jungle, guess I got to rule and ground me
Drown me in my sorrow’s, that should never manifest
Let my???
forever from the deepest depth’s
Man, I got the cuts for luck and the scars for freedom
Let the angel’s come and get me, I’ma set it off when I see em
This life is such a dirty game
Mama never told me it would be so hard to maintain
So I make the purist devil faceable
The walls up out my mind, and so hard and laceable
Only by sorrow things, I wanna rule the planet
Travel to the ends for mine, like a bandit
Hand it to me, my visions ready to implement
Made it this for, hope bloody bodie’s ain’t my present
I’ma keep shinin, I got to make it happend
Find my place in the sun where me and my folks can keep laughin
It’s only a dream
La, la, la, la, la