Lyrics Amnesia - K Rino

Amnesia

I don’t know where I’m at, or who I am\nI’m being asked if I recognize certain places and faces, scriptures and diagrams\nEvaluations, to see where my mind is They said I’d understand in due time, but I don’t know what time is They bring a woman in, to visit me And she descriptively begins to give to me, vivid periods of my history\nI’m trying to figure out, who this could be A mystery at all persistively, right now I don’t even exist to me She kisses me, like she been missing me Then instantly the doctor gives her paper, with twenty words on a list to me For hours, he tried to empower me And out of the twenty nineteen I couldn’t place, but one was jumping out at me\nI don’t feel crazy, I’m very sane\nI’m trying to gain recollection, the doctor matches pictures up to every name\nI try to concentrate to remember, but nothing comes\nI overheard the doctor, tell the same lady I’m suffering from amnesia\n(Hook: x2)\nMy world, ain’t the same\nDon’t know who I am, I don’t know my name\nCan’t remember my life, I can’t remember my ways\nCan’t remember my nights, can’t remember my days\n(K-Rino:)\nNow, they bring me to a different bed\nAnd hook me up to a machine, that gave it thoughts when they strapped it to your head\nWas I a righteous man, or a evil dude\nThey judge my feelings to certain words, based on how fast the needle moves\nMy reactions, would diversify\nThe words they said sparked emotion, some made me laugh and others made me cry\nThe needle, jumped out at a crazy pace\nAnd when he said the word from the list that he gave me, I saw the lady’s face\nThey brought, a young child in Who began to shed tears, until he looked into my eyes and started smiling\nLike he was happy, that he found me Something was familiar about the feeling, when he wrapped his arms around me Listen something is coming back, I’m reminiscing\nA distant memory of me and this child, but it was somebody missing\nWhere was this other person at Part of this puzzle could be deciphered, or something could bring that person\nback\nIt’s no mirrors, in this room I’m at To prove this fact they handed me a picture of myself, and I asked em who is that\nI start to drag, like I’m going mad\nIt was something making me feel hatred, for this picture even though I had\namnesia\n(Hook x2)\n(K-Rino:)\nI tore the picture up, and then I screamed\nThe frustration of not knowing nothing, to nobody was just too extreme\nHopes that my memory, could be redeemed\nI’m still struggling with the one word that seemed, to out shine the other\nnineteen\nThey strapped me down, like a wild man\nThe lady walked back in the room, with another female who held the child’s hand\nWhen I felt that presence, it calmed me But as they swarmed me, the calm became a storm cause what they sung alarmed me I heard the hate they spoke, with optics blurred\nTelling me the reason I forgot them, and myself as I forgot the word\nRight then I felt it, like a gust of wind\nA voice said wake up, I heard clapping and I was on a stage with two other men\nOpened my eyes, and realized G A hypnotist had hypnotized another man, and at the same time hypnotized me He said raise your arm, and hold it up The other hypnotized man was the doctor, and in my hand the list was folded up I opened it, wondering what can it be It was the nineteen words from the fantasy, the list consists of friends and\nfamily\nYeah my mother wife and son, is who those people was\nAnd the one word from the list, that seemed to stand out was the word love\nYeah, suppressed in my sub-conscience mind\nAmnesia in this case is when love is in you, but you forget to show it all the\ntime\nNow back to normal, he’s converting me Said I wouldn’t recall a thing, went back to my seat\nand told Dope I told you it wouldn’t work on me amnesia