
Date of issue: 19.10.2002
Song language: English
Pt. IV : Her Iniquity Uncovered/The Eastern Trinity Unexplained |
I bare witness to my own sickening dreams. |
I bare my blemish and bare your iniquty. |
Uncover thy nakedness. |
«Their blood shall be upon them.» |
For the gaping wounds we have suffered at the |
blood-drenched hands of Christ. |
Rip the paper wings from their gleeful angels and freeze their ideals as shards |
of ice. |
Oblivious to defeat, weakness is cherished. |
Do not come to me with weeping… |
with tears. |
My altars are of blood, my gates of flesh. |
Come to me with sanctity of truth, be it lust or love. |
No words exist for being this… |
no gestures of arthritic hands or curved spines, no expressions of pious, |
aged brows or down-turned heads. |
We are 20th century lepers cast out into a swarming mass of prejudiced fools… |
but be aware of how familiar I am with my enemies. |
How lovely it must be for your kind, to remain ever blind. |
Through the same course of my years, through the sacred moralistic path of jade, |
I will return to the thrid factor, the Eastern triangle on which I tread. |
And the third becomes the pinnacle of light, the singular source of wanton need. |
An uncaring god sends me a riddle. |
«Choose, my son.» |
My guess was lost by con (science). |
Now you expect worship? |
If I save praise you will take away the wrong and leave me stark raving rabid |
insane… |
with nothing. |
Nothing, but my disease ridden thoughts that tell me I must hate you, |
always testing to see my failures ravage me… |
but here, here, here is where your lie ends, for I can not, will not, |
hate that which I have not first loved. |