Lyrics How - Kayak

How

You say you really love me
But you fail to make me understand
While pretending that I can t be bothered
I know I ll never let you touch my soul again
Easier said than done
So I m telling myself that I m strong
Telling the world that all is fine
That I d rather live with feelings of regret
Than make you think I d ever want you back
How many roads do you want me to travel
How do I live through these tears
How many heartbreaks and dreams to unravel
And words that I don t wanna hear
I know you ll stop at nothing
To show me that my heart is weak
Even if it is, I m only left to wonder
If love means always having to turn the other cheek
It s easier said than done
And who am I trying to con
Believing that it just takes time
To feel no more stirrings of regret
To forget how much I want you back
How many roads do you want me to travel
And how do I live through these tears
How many heartaches and dreams to unravel
Before I d even let you come near
How many nights till I see past tomorrow
And how do I banish the tears
Don t let me drown in an ocean of sorrow
Pushing aside all my fears