| My friends think they know me
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| They’re used to the old me
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| In this big town, I’m still lonely sometimes
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| Wanna burn it down
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| But there would be nobody left to hold me
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| What if I scream at the top of my lungs?
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| Acted like I had a gun?
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| Maybe then the world would notice that I’m not ok?
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| I’m so fuckin' sick of people acting like they see no evil
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| If it ain’t their kinda problem they just look away
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| 'Cause they can’t relate
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| Emotional novocaine
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| Like painting on a smiley face
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| On a bunch of mannequins
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| Wanna share my mental but it’s not that simple
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| Cause they’re gonna judge me even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm
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| Just tryna have a good time but I’m always the bad guy, yeah
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| I try to say that I’m fine but I’m such a bad bad liar
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| A bad liar
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| Losing sleep, losing me
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| Guess I’m just hooked on the feeling
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| Hella deep, need to breathe
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| Painting my thoughts on the ceiling
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| I’ve been thinking 'bout jumping off the deep end
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| I’ve been stuck inside the crib all weekend
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| Eyes red man I think I’m lowkey starting to see things
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| But I don’t wanna see nobody but the weed man
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| 'Cause they can’t relate
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| Emotional Novocain
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| Like painting on a smiley face
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| On a bunch of mannequins
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| Wanna share my mental but it’s not that simple
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| Cause they’re gonna judge me even if they love me, love me, love me, mhm
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| Just tryna have a good time but I’m always the bad guy, yeah
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| I try to say that I’m fine but I’m such a bad bad liar
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| A bad liar
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| Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
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| Who could ever love a bad bad bad liar?
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| How could anybody ever love a bad liar?
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| How could anybody ever love a bad liar? |