Lyrics Ruined - Abstract Spirit

Ruined

I don’t remember my face
I don’t count wrinkles
I have never created idols
For worshipping and hating them
I keep terrible secrets
Of those who are gone
When clay knocked their coffins
I was standing alone…
If I could see the absence of a sense…
If I could hear but not listen…
If I could know life is so empty…
A curtain would drop earlier…
It feels like strings vibrating
Somewhere inside of me…
The source of my life pulsates
Deep in inner devouring horror…
A torrent of words reflecting my thoughts
Falls by downpour unto me…
I behold a world of parallels
Painted by withering imagination…
Now I set free the warm of life
Through a door closed so long ago
Now I get used to feel cold
I escape this reality… Ruined…