| I done lost myself again
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| I done lost myself in sin
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| I’ve been burned by selfish men
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| I’ve been died but held it in
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| I do not want Hell to win
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| Life’s cold, I done felt the wind
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| Could it be any clearer?
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| When I look in the mirror
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| I just see a jackass with a tail to pin
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| Me and my family ain’t close
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| So I got some fame and went ghost
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| I am not paintin' a hoax
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| You can hear the pain in my flows
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| They say that life has it’s ups and downs
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| But why do I stay in the lows?
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| I don’t like Marcus, I don’t like Hopsin
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| I am ashamed of them both
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| You see, all that I have is my money
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| I had no idea that this was coming
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| I fell into the stereotype of a rapper
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| I’m how they package a dummy
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| This is my reality I embrace
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| I look back and I can see my mistakes
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| I just wish that I could rewind the days
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| I honestly don’t want to be out of place
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| I guess we gotta face
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| All these issues like this as a human sometimes
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| Yes, I am losin' my mind
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| If you ever come to that conclusion, it’s fine
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| Don’t ignore all of the proof and the signs
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| I made my bed, I’ma lay in it
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| The thought is as soothin' as wine
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| Now all I need is a suit and a tie, I tried
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| In my lowest times
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| I have failed to see
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| Sunny days are waiting
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| I’m in need of some company
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| God, please help this pain
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| 'Cause I don’t wanna ever see
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| This lonely road again
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| (This lonely road again)
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| Take it away, I want the peace, I want the happiness
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| I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate
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| But in my heart I know I never asked for this
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| See, this life I’m in, it seem miraculous
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| Who knew I’d break a few bones when I tackled it?
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| It’s been years and I still can’t adapt to it
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| I cannot predict what my next chapter is
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| There’s a hearse speedin' fast in the ashes and
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| I feel like I lay flat in the back of it
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| There’s no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky
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| Bring me back like you did Lazarus
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| I can hear the Devil whispering, «Come play!»
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| Injecting me softly with numb pain
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| My fingers are covered in blood stains
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| It’s torturing not seeing my son Zade
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| But one day, that will all change
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| When the fog strays, it’s a lost page
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| That had blown away into the hallways
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| In the land where the wild dogs play
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| When you’re confined into a small space
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| You will know that that’s enough to cause rage
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| I’ma kick until the fuckin' walls break
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| I don’t know what made me walk straight
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| Into this fire, my soul is burnin' quick
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| I’ve been told this isn’t permanent
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| Growin' up, my father made a lot of mistakes
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| I do not know why I didn’t learn from his
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| Can you direct me to where the furnace is?
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| I need to do away with pain that’s lurkin' and
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| Maybe figure out what my new purpose is
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| All these bad vibes are so discouragin'
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| In my lowest times
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| I have failed to see
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| Sunny days are waiting
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| I’m in need of some company
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| God, please help this pain
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| 'Cause I don’t wanna ever see
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| This lonely road again
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| (This lonely road again)
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| In my lowest times
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| I have failed to see
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| Sunny days are waiting
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| I’m in need of some company
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| God, please help this pain
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| 'Cause I don’t wanna ever see
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| This lonely road again
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| (This lonely road again) |
Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Marcus' gospel , by - Hopsin. Song from the album No Shame, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп