| I have to leave you behind
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| I know that sounds harsh
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| But that’s the reality
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| I wish we had our old life
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| But that shit’s impossible
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| That’s just reality
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| I should have told you the minute you came
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| But you sounded distraught standing out in the rain
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| And I wanted to let you in, swallow your pain
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| Because that’s what I always do
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| But I made a pact with my moms
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| Under no circumstance
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| Should I hear out Natalie
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| Unlike you I keep my word
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| And promises I make become my reality
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| You like to live your life blurring the lines
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| Bending the rules to make yourself look better
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| But all that I wanted was something concrete
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| And to know for a fact you are real
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| What I know is
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| I still love you
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| That’s my reality
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| You know
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| I’d give anything to wake up with you next to me
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| You and I spent two years of our lives lost in your lies
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| Far from reality
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| And it felt like a dream
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| 'Cause it was
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| Why do I always give in?
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| That is on me to change
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| That’s my reality
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| I can’t do this to myself again
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| I deserve someone who accepts reality
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| I can’t imagine rebuilding my life with you
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| Constantly on the edge of what I know is true
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| And you would string me along like you always do
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| Knowing I will never let go |